I would be lying if I say I don't need companionship.Feels nice to have someone to talk to,to cuddle with,to spend the rest of your life with...
Reality-With companionship comes responsibilities,commitment,adjustments,compromises,new relatives,obligations,expectations.These things have started to overwhelm me.
When I think about the freedom I have being single and see the kind of life a committed/married individual is living,I feel content.
It takes time to become emotionally strong and is a never ending process.I used to fear loneliness until I started enjoying my own company.I've become so comfortable with myself that at times(when my emotional strength is at its peak)I just can't see myself in a relationship.
So I have always been a misfit.I don’t remember a single day in school that I was not made fun of.Same goes for college.
I later realized that its human nature to acquire joy of someone else’s misery.I also realized that a person spends no more than 60 seconds thinking about another person a day.I realized that it is preposterous to retool my personality for 60 seconds of someone’s approval.
So I checked out completely.Could not be happier since then.
Now no one dares to make fun of me,if they try,I just bring out their deepest insecurities and make them feel like crap.I have incorporated the true nature of society into every molecule of my being.That is why I am emotionally stronger.As for the constant mild anger,that is just my normal disposition.
【简要新闻】为何信笺纸是黄色的 Why letterhead is yellow